The initial joy and release of sin is of a euphoric high. The bondage left behind, the freedom and the pleasure of pleasing God. But it is the follow through that is always the hardest. After the high runs out. After life becomes dull and mundane again, it is hard to keep that sense of purpose. God, forgive me. Remind me of that joy. Let me be closer to You, always. Let me find a way to maintain that road You had set for me. Amen.